I mentioned briefly in a previous post that I had to have emergency surgery in the beginning of September. I was out of work for 6 days and I’m still on the mend. Those 6 days happened during the 3rd and 4th weeks of school. Needless to say, that was crappy timing. Just when my kids and I were getting into the swing of things, I had to leave. It definitely felt like starting the year for the first time when I returned.
I have been trying to tweak my classroom management because it clearly isn’t working. All three of my classes have NUMEROUS class clowns and perpetual talkers. It’s a never ending battle to say the least. I am changing seats tomorrow in all my classes (this will be the 3rd time already) and going to try a point behavior system for each student. I’ll discuss more of that later. I feel like my kids that want to learn are getting severely stunted due to all the disruptions caused by my misbehaving kids. I can’t even begin to tell you how many talks I’ve had with all of my classes about how unacceptable and disrespectful their behavior is to myself and their fellow classmates. Over the weekend, I refreshed myself and revamped my spirit towards this whole teaching thing. I was feeling pretty good.
Then, yesterday afternoon, I get a frantic phone call from my mom saying they had to rush my stepfather to the hospital. Turns out he had a brain aneurysm and they are now giving him a 20% survival rate. My mom is a mess and we’re just playing the waiting game until they can determine the amount of damage that was done. How in the world do I concentrate on getting my classroom back in order when that’s all I can think about? But I can’t wait until this ordeal is settled before I get my classroom is in order because I am sure to lose my mind by the end of the week.
Any advice you wonderful teachers have on dealing with personal stress when trying to teach would be greatly appreciated. As would any advice on how to deal with nearly entire classroom full of talkers. I’m feeling like throwing in the towel.